2009 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?
Passed CASHEE which I am glad, hung out more with my friends and my family, became more opened towards everyone, started spicing up myself.

Were involved in something you'll never forget?
Haha, yes.

Tripped over a coffee table?
Nah, not this year.

Dyed your hair?
Ugh, no.

Came close to losing your life?
Not this year.

Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live?
I wished.

|2009: Friends and Enemies|

Did you hate anyone?
Lol, YES.

Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?
I don't care anymore.

|2009: All about YOU|

Did you change at all this year?
Yes, ALOT.

Did you change your style?
A lot.

Were you in school?
YES, it's important for me.

Did you get good grades?
Pretty decent.

Did you drive?
I wished.

Did you own a car?
I wished.

Did anyone close to you give birth?
No.

Would you change anything about yourself now?
... The change will come eventually.

|2009: Wrap UP|

Was 2009 a good year?
Good n bad.

Do you think 2010 will top 2009?
Hopefully... *sigh*

| iN THE YEAR 2009 i CONFESS THAT i.. |

Had your heart broken?
Hm, yes.


Done something you've regretted?
Yes.


Painted a picture?
Ahh... Yes.


Wrote a poem?
Yep!


Ran a mile?
Yeah but it's been a while.


Visited a foreign country?
Eventually.


Cut in a line of waiting people?
RoflroflroflroflroflNO.


Told someone you were busy when you weren't?
Hm, yes.


Cooked a disastrous meal?
Nope.


Lied about how old you were?
Lol yeah; I love to see how people react.


| iN 2009 i.. |

Broke a promise?
... So many, that I always end up hurting his heart......

Lied?
Who doesn't?


Disappointed with someone close?
Yes T~T!


Hid a secret?
Nope, nobody tells me their little stuff.


Pretended to be happy?
Yeah.


Slept under the stars?
I wished... That would be nice.

Forgot your new years resolution?
Lol, yes.

Met someone who changed your life?
And he's still changing my heart every day


Changed your outlook on life?
Ahh yes.


Sat home all day doing nothing?
Yeah... couldn't stand it...

Pretended to be sick?
No, I hate being sick and staying at home all bored n shit.

Lost something expensive?
... I still gotta owe the school.


Learned something new about yourself?
Ahh yes ^_^!


Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it?
Lol, yeah.


Made a change in your life?
Many.


Found out who your true friends were?
Not really but I think I know who they are now... And I love'em all to death!

Met great people?
Yes and I'm glad they stepped into my life.


Stayed up till sunrise?
Not anymore.


Cried over the silliest thing?
Ahh hehe... yes.


Had friends who were drifting away from you?
Yeah but don't really care much since their life is not mine anyway.


Had a high cell phone bill?
Lol, no.


Spent most of your money on food?
Nah.

Had a fist fight?
Nope.


Gotten sick?
Yes, but I'm trying NOT to get sick.


Liked more than 5 people at the same time?
My heart belongs to one person in the world


Became closer with a lot of people?
Yes and i love them all with all my heart and soul.

Good ol 2009 is drifting away....

It's almost the end of December and 2009 is flying by quick. And for that, I don't know what else to say.

Anyone know the symptoms of Swine Flu? Erm, I know most of it but what's the start of having swine flu? :/... Oh right, google it. Duh.
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10/9/09:

Mhm, I've been home for 2½ days now and still not feeling great. I am now missing out the BEST DAY EVER Day at my school and I am missing out almost EVERYTHING there is to know today. Yeah, I'm depressed because I can't attend the BDE Day; Lolwut, I'm in bed BORED AS... Something. You know, I'd rather be in school than staying in bed all day and having HW piled up the next day I come back. Being sick is the most horrible feeling ever. I dunno why people want to be sick on a school day; I guess it's because they don't like school and rather be home... Sick and happy? Fuuuuuuck no, they're thinking WRONG. Anyway, since I am tired and bored of laying in bed for such a long time, I'm going to do crazy stuff for another day or so. You know what this means? SURBEY TIEM.

Ok, I'm gonna start this survey all over again. I think you guys remember the survey of "tomboy or tomgirl?". Here was my previous survey answers for that.

YOUR BOY SIDE
[x] you wear hoodies
[x] you wear jeans
[x] dogs are better then cats
[x] it's hilarious when people get hurt (I laugh at myself too )
[x] you've played with/against boys on a team
[x] shopping is torture (screw shopping -_-)
[ ] sad movies suck
[ ] you own an XBOX
[x] you own a Wii
[x] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid (i had so much xD)
[x] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[x] you own a DS, PS2 or Sega
[x] you used to be/ is obsessed with Power Rangers (me and my bros)
[x] you watch/watched early morning cartoons (used to xD)
[x] you watch sports on TV
[x] you go to your dad for advice (and mommy too :3)
[ ] you have played sport at a state level
[x] you used to/do collect collector trading cards (oh yeah those yu-gi-oh stuff xDD)
[x] you have worn baggy sweatpants
[ ] it's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[x] sports are fun (love'em all)
[x] you talk with food in your mouth
[x] you sleep at night with your socks on
[x] you have fished at least once
TOTAL= 22


YOUR GIRL SIDE
[ ] you love to shop (eww NO!)
[ ] you wear eyeliner (screw make up, i don't need them!)
[ ] you wear the color pink.
[x] you go to your mom for advice (and daddy too ;3)
[ ] you considered cheerleading a sport
[ ] you hate wearing the color black (what the?)
[ ] you like going to town
[ ] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[x] you like wearing jewelery (bracelets and necklace)
[] you cried watching The Notebook
[ ] skirts are a part of your wardrobe (WHAT?!)
[ ] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[ ] you don't like the movie Star Wars
[ ] you are/were in gymnastics
[x] it takes you around a half an hour to shower (about 45 minutes xDD)
[x] you smile a lot more than you should
[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes (who needs a lot -_-?)
[ ] sometimes you care about what you look like
[ ] you like wearing dresses sometimes (only on certain occasions)
[ ] you like wearing body spray
[ ] you wear high heel shoes
[x] you used to play with dolls as a kid (barbie xD and break the heads off xDD!)
[ ] you have put makeup on others
[ ] you like being the star of almost everything
[ ] you love shoe shopping
[ ] pink is one of your favorite colors
TOTAL= 4

And nao it's tiem fer da realz and currenz surbey O:

YOUR BOY SIDE

[x] you wear hoodies (When it's very cold)
[x] you wear jeans
[x] dogs are better then cats
[x] it's hilarious when people get hurt (Still do today)
[x] you've played with/against boys on a team
[ ] shopping is torture
[ ] sad movies suck
[ ] you own an XBOX
[x] you own a Wii
[x] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[x] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[x] you own a DS, PS2 or Sega
[x] you used to be/ is obsessed with Power Rangers
[x] you watch/watched early morning cartoons (Nowadays those shows are so retarded)
[x] you watch sports on TV
[x] you go to your dad for advice (Still do today)
[ ] you have played sport at a state level
[x] you used to/do collect collector trading cards
[x] you have worn baggy sweatpants
[ ] it's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think (People give me a WTF look which is a ROFLCOPTER)
[x] sports are fun
[ ] you talk with food in your mouth
[x] you sleep at night with your socks on
[x] you have fished at least once
TOTAL= 20


YOUR GIRL SIDE
[x] you love to shop
[x] you wear eyeliner (sometimes)
[x] you wear the color pink (My sister's told me pink looks good on me due to my pale white skin)
[x] you go to your mom for advice (Still do today)
[ ] you considered cheerleading a sport
[ ] you hate wearing the color black
[x] you like going to town
[ ] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[x] you like wearing jewelery
[ ] you cried watching The Notebook
[x] skirts are a part of your wardrobe (Now it is )
[x] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies (Now it is )
[x] you don't like the movie Star Wars
[ ] you are/were in gymnastics
[x] it takes you around a half an hour to shower (Still do)
[x] you smile a lot more than you should
[x] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[x] sometimes you care about what you look like (Fashion freak now; And it's hard to not think that way)
[x] you like wearing dresses sometimes
[ ] you like wearing body spray
[x] you wear high heel shoes
[x] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[ ] you have put makeup on others (Only on myself)
[ ] you like being the star of almost everything (Whore much? Lol)
[x] you love shoe shopping
[x] pink is one of your favorite colors
TOTAL= 18

Aha... I feel more girlish than before. Anyway, I'll be around here for a while. Feel free to uh... Spam or do whatever. Lawl, I don't give a shit. :/

I've been gone for quite a long time, but I guess I should update this every once in a while.

First of all, my whole summer vacation was awesome. I got my time to work out. I was able to hang out with my friends during the summer which was super awesome. I wished my summer vacation were to be longer; I wish to hang out with my friends more other than seeing each other during school 5 times a week.

School started 4 weeks ago and I'm a Junior now. I feel rather old now considering the fact that I am a Junior and 16 now (almost 18, no wais). Seniors at my school, who knows me, still thought me and my friends are freshmen (sad) but I guess that means I'm still pretty young looking. My Junior schedule is... well, let's just say it's not good. Seems all my friend's are pretty much showing their "true" side (if you know what I mean), which is umm, part good and part bad.

As for art work, I am a lazy mothafucker who don't give a shit about drawing at the moment. For now, I am very busy with school work, but I will try to get in SOMETHING from art class or boredom doodles. Till then, I'll be back whenever I feel like it.

I'm back but only for a while. I got other things to do for my summer so I can't stay on long.